I was so active during this time. I was so aware, too. I was so happy to be pregnant with a girl, and feel so much smaller. I was a whale with Alex’s pregnancy.
Madonna had a newer hit out. Back then I was still aware of the music scene. I loved the music video. I loved the fast and slow speed of the song. It was simple choice. Emily’s song would be “Ray of Light”. Really, it had come out a few years before, but it was still playing everywhere, all the time. Hey, I pick my own rules for birth songs!
Emily’s name was a simple choice too. I had wanted a daughter named Emily since I was 10 years old. When my pregnant mom who talked about “Emily” brought home “Christina”. We still called our last sibling Emily for a month. (Christina is also Stina, or Aunt Stina
Later, when I was in high school, I tried out for my first play. I got the lead. I was Emily in “Our Town”. A locket was a key prop in the play. My boyfriend at the time (don’t tell Dad), bought me a locket for the last night of the play. It was engraved with “Emily”. I still have that locket. waiting for her to get older, not lose it, and have a boyfriend sweet enough to engrave things for her.
Just like all the kids and “their” songs, I would stop whatever I was doing, and dance. Pick up that child and dance. Remember that I wanted them, that I loved them, and that all I was doing was for them. And, of course, dance. And we were all happy.
Love the lyrics, “She got herself a little piece of heaven” because holding you was just that to me. And “I feel like I just got home”, because I wanted you to feel at home. Plus, as a second time mom, I was more aware of how time really did fly by.
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